this pain wont stop
these tears wont stop coming out
im so weak now
i feel like..theres no water left inside my body
theres nothing i can do
swing life away!!!
yay rise against
*is this the begining of a new life
or the end of the life i always wished for
there are several ways to feel you
but i prefer closing my eyes
cos i can see you
*i’l wait for you
till the end of time
even if you feel like theres one one
with you
i’l be here standing
still waiting
for my lost love
*the sun is setting down
inside my heart
i came so far
and i can feel my lungs burn
is that you
what can i do
im reversing back to where i was before
this house is haunted
i need to hide somewhere
somewhere,where i can feel like im safe
and protected
i can hear their voices
they are busy talking
and laughing among themselves
i dont wana hear them
i poked a needle into my ears
and my ear drums are torned
i painted my eye balls all black
now,its just darkness
all around me
this small kid
just passed through me
with a bowl of chocos
in his hands
he smiled at me
i felt like he said
“now face us,we gonna stay here forever”
all i can do
is bite my nails
my pants,all wet
yea i pee’d
i pee’d
like a kid
this scene is so scary
its more scary than my mums face
i can still look at my mum
but i cannot look at this
A blue, black shade of love.
Sent from above.
My hands are tied to worlds unknown,
And this I know.
Your breath’s like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It’s so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I’ll love you
Until the end of time.
My hands shake clasped with fear as you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by as you come in.
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch.
We speak too much.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I’ll love you
Until the end of time.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And all this day, I will love you.
You make me feel alive,
and I’ll love you
Until the end of time.
I’ve got a lot to say, if you will let me
It’s always hard, when you’re around me
But here right now, there’s interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time
That I… love you (come and lay with me)
I… love you (and all this day)
I… love you (you make me feel alive)
I… love you
Till the end of time
*im standing on this cliff
and staring at this world
the world i used to know
the world i used to live in before
*she said
theres no happiness
and theres no point living this life
everyone’s turning into spies
everyones got their eyes on her
and im here
superman
i cant do anything
i can just watch her fall back
i cant even catch her fall
*every inch of me is dying
i can feel it
i think u can feel it too
can you?
this paralysis
will never leave
it will stay
till the day comes
*im solidified
im brutally murdered
im endlessly crying
im weak as you are
i need to be covered
cover me
please do it
take away this life im living
im living for you
and you’re the only one
who can take away this
life of mine
*a life where i can barely breathe
a life where i cannot move
a life where im murdered
but im still living
and im living for her
*god
i thought you existed
but where are you now
you are holding yourself back
are your hands tied
you dont wanna help us
you dont wanna make us happy
you can only do one thing
you can see us dying
*is this karma
we are livng in
or is this the life
which were stored in
for us to have
give me the answers
to all my questions
see these rains
and i
here
walking with a rose in my hand
the color is fading away
and it seems like its blood
pouring down my hands
pluck-pluck
hear these raindrops
when they touch the ground
im walking through these streets of great vanity
im silent
im naive
im mercury
make my star glow
let her dance around
here
in this atmosphere
with no one to care
even if they are looking
or making their widest stare
iris makes me cry
yea,it does
it reminds me of you
it reminds me of your smile
it reminds me of the time
we both spent together
it reminds me of the beautiful words you whispered into my ears
you leave me unspoken
you just take away all my fears
i just forget about everything
when you hold me tight in your arms
i forget about all my sorrows and pain
all for a while
darling,i can smell you everywhere
i can smell you everywhere i go
i feel like you’re so near to me
you just make my eyes close
and i can feel your presence
its all around
everywhere
yea,you’re here
i can smell you
i can feel you
and im afraid to open up my eyes
cos i know you’l dissapear
i’m going through shit.you are going through shit too.i know
but..dont think like…m gonna leave u ..and find another one..jsu
cos…we’re not gettin to talk.cos..there r some external
forces…that are holding us.yea..they wont jsu let us talk..
i jus wana tell u em people…try your fucking best….do watever u
want…uninstall…yahoo…do something with orkut…do watever u
want…but…my love for..ur daughter…ur sister will not die…n
yea…these things…tat u r doin with us…are makin us
strong..nnothin else…its makin me strong…but…LISEN to me once
again…my love for my gail will not die…n yea…its growin n
growin…u wana see it..u really wana see…it…then jus go inside me
heart…u’l see it..
do u think…like…by not lettin us talk..u will achive
something…yea…u’l achive…n u’l achive shit..SHIT..hahaha….u
can do many things…u can kill many things….but u cant kill the
effin love we have for each other…u cant..try ur best…try
hard…but..u wont be able to kill this love…cos..its too strong
now…
sir,u said….break it…it’l complicate things…it’l jsu complicate
things…nothin else…it’l distract u…it’l harm ur studies…n
whole lotta stuff….but i jus wana say…i still love ur daughter..i
still love my gail….n i’l love her always..m sowie..u might feel
bad…but..i love her so effin much…sowie…u r a nice person…its
been so many times…u caight us…n i apologized..n not even a single
time…u were harsh on me…u r a nice person..but u jus cant
understand…me and gail….u said break it…but i still love her…n
i love her so effin much..
i wana say..love is not like…a piece of wood…like…u wana
break…it…u apply force n break..it…please…dont compare..our
love..with a piece of wood…even if u compare it..with a piece
wood….try ur best…it wont break…call…everyone to help…u
break this wood…it wont break…
my wuvly gail…
i wont ever leave u k…me love…never
i will wait for u
let these em people…try their fuckin best…let em do watever they want to
i promise…me will stay with u always…though we r not gettin to
talk cos of em…
but..still i’l wait for u …i will
you’l always be my herioine…
i love u so effin much me love..
let…em do watever they want..
for now…we’l jsu watch..stare at em
when the time cums…
than…they gotta watch us…
let em try their fuckin best…let em try..
they wont get nothin out of this.
yea..i know…they r hurtin us..they r not lettin us talk
but they wont be able to kill this love we have for each other..
i love u so effin much me love
love u always
be happy k ..
*hugs*
n yea you’re not alone
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